It's Time 2003-08-19 11:10 p.m.
It ended, between Michael and myself. I cried a lot, but I'm okay now. It just saddens me quite a bit, like it did before when I thought he didn't love me, that I lost it to someone who didn't. It hurts that I loved someone that much and they didn't love me. I also regret making Michael have to lie "because of" me. I regret not doing more to make the relationship work. It can't be helped though, I suppose it wasn't meant to be, and it was a learning experience for both of us. What I'll do now, I don't know...I don't want to date anyone for a while, if ever. Stupid Lyric time.
I know, I know I've let you down
I've been a fool to myself
I thought that I could live for no one else
But now, through all the hurt and pain
It's time for me to respect
The ones who love me more than anything
So with sadness in my heart
I feel the best thing I could do
Is end it all and leave forever..
What's done is done, it feels so bad
What once was happy now is sad
I'll never love again
My world is ending
I wish that I could turn back time
Cause now the guilt is all mine
Can't live without the trust from those you love
I know we can't forget the past
You can't forget love and pride
Because of that, it's killing me inside...
It all returns to nothing
It all comes tumbling down
tumbling down
tumbling down
It all returns to nothing
I just keep letting me down
letting me down
letting me down
In my heart of hearts, I know that I could never love again
I've lost everything...
everything....
everything that matters to me
matters in this world...
I wish that I could turn back time
Cause now the guilt is all mine
Can't live without the trust from those you love
I know we can't forget the past
You can't forget love and pride
Because of that, it's killing me inside...
It all returns to nothing
It all comes tumbling down
tumbling down
tumbling down
It all returns to nothing
I just keep letting me down
letting me down
letting me down...
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